So um... life is rough. Family is kinda crap.. talking some deep stuff with my grandma, of all people. My aunts, as usual, are on top and doing their thing. (they are so on my list of idols) My mother just can't get her priorities straight, so i just can't give anymore chances. Cancer is, again, rearing it's ugly head in my direction-and it's some scary stuff. My 'dad' is going through stuff, things he doesn't deserve to be going through. My brother is a brat, my sister, a cupcake (teehee). Doing what i do and caring too much. Try to help people if i see fit, and i get kicked in the a**. Should i give up? Just leave? Feel upset? Maybe. But not now. I'm still gonna be there, bothering the hell out of you, because it's me and how i am. I'm not changing on anybody's wim. Point blank period. I have too much to give to just keep it inside.So put that in your pipe and smoke it!! Things are a little better for right now. Not keeping my hopes up. Doing my writing thing, a few poems and songs here and there, and get this- i wrote down a freestyle i was thinking of!! It's a few pages long.. Yup! I'm following my Daddy's steps, even my stepdaddy's steps too if you think about it. I think i already made it clear i wanna be big. Unappreciation or not, I'm still keeping that dream. (dunno if my freestyle is any good- i'm not the rapping type! It was just pure experimentation! ;-P)No matter what, i love all you guys, and nothing's gonna change me, so stop trying!!!!
Love, Peace, Big Mac Grease
(Someone's) Smiley
It's me, my life, it's what i do. Gotta shake off the leeches, live ya life, do you. Are you ready?
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