Shake Off The Leeches, And Keep On Swimming *BEST OF MY WRITING WORK*

Shake off the leeches and keep on swimming

'Cause one day, this race is what i'll be winning

Tired of yelling and screaming and weeping

I may look fine, but lies are always misleading

Take 4 steps forward, get knocked 6 steps back

I might look weak, but why be that?

You may have gotten to me today

Though, one day you'll hear what i have to say

My eyes water, my patience is thinning

Just gotta shake off the leeches and keep on swimming

Unappreciated..here, there, everywhere

So um... life is rough. Family is kinda crap.. talking some deep stuff with my grandma, of all people. My aunts, as usual, are on top and doing their thing. (they are so on my list of idols) My mother just can't get her priorities straight, so i just can't give anymore chances. Cancer is, again, rearing it's ugly head in my direction-and it's some scary stuff. My 'dad' is going through stuff, things he doesn't deserve to be going through. My brother is a brat, my sister, a cupcake (teehee). Doing what i do and caring too much. Try to help people if i see fit, and i get kicked in the a**. Should i give up? Just leave? Feel upset? Maybe. But not now. I'm still gonna be there, bothering the hell out of you, because it's me and how i am. I'm not changing on anybody's wim. Point blank period. I have too much to give to just keep it inside.So put that in your pipe and smoke it!! Things are a little better for right now. Not keeping my hopes up. Doing my writing thing, a few poems and songs here and there, and get this- i wrote down a freestyle i was thinking of!! It's a few pages long.. Yup! I'm following my Daddy's steps, even my stepdaddy's steps too if you think about it. I think i already made it clear i wanna be big. Unappreciation or not, I'm still keeping that dream. (dunno if my freestyle is any good- i'm not the rapping type! It was just pure experimentation! ;-P)No matter what, i love all you guys, and nothing's gonna change me, so stop trying!!!!

Love, Peace, Big Mac Grease
(Someone's) Smiley

There Goes My baby...teehee

So the bestest is doin what the bestest does... Makin me fall head over heels all the time, as usual. Makin me happy, one word at a time. Helpin me through all my b.s. Wish there was less of it though. I already got drama at my house, then at school.. i just need an escape. And my bestest is one of them. We could talk for hours and hours about nothing and talk about each other all day (i think we have already on many occasions) We plan for the future, hopin it will be here soon. I just gotta thank my bestest for all that has been done for me. I could talk about a lot of stuff, but imma keep it nice short and sweet...

THANK YOU BESTEST FOR MAKIN LIFE WORTH WHILE!!!!

Love,

(Someone's) Smiley

'Does She Do It (Does He Do It Rmx) -.......

(Chorus?)

Does she do it (5x)

Does she do it, do it

Like i do it (5x)

Like i do it, do it, do it

(V1)

When we started hangin out

I was scared to let you in

Didnt wanna hurt again

But my heart always wins

Found out i'm not the only one

Didn't really care

I had you right next to me

I was floatin on air

(Chorus)

I cut off what we had

Still no matter what i know

I'll always be that number one

With the sickest flow

Even though she's here (i'm there)

I know that i am better

That upgrade, the next step up- I'm that go getta

(Chorus)

(Hook)

I'm still (on your mind)

Just one (of a kind)

U still got love (i still got mine)

Cannot forget (and i won't lie)

And even though we're done

Still got questions, here's one

(Chorus)

Does she smile just for you?

Does she say that your her boo?

Do you think about me too?

Stop actin' brand new

Does she do it?

Found My Swag.....I'm that little freak, dat little mutt Smiley

I'm mixed wit everything, as you know. And I found (one of?) my swagzzz!! My music, my hunny bunch!! Haha, I'm tryna focus on those two things the most besides my grades. Can't be famous witout those! Imma enjoy life- I can't let y'all hold me back from my dreams and all dat. When i'm famous you guys are gonna wish you treated Smiley (and D.E.W) better..watch for us...we're the next Drake and Nicki (D.E.W.) and Ryan Leslie (ME THE SMILEY)

Who want our autograph??

RLesin' It!!!

Makin my melodies, then my beat, then my lyrics. Just doin what i do. And yeah you can play the drums : P!! I have a little song i'm workin on now, it's called 'Lonely'..or i might switch it up and turn it into something else. I don't know who 'Lonely' is written for...could be for the person who puts me down the most..who tries to tell me how to live my life and alladat crap...who just doesn't deserve to see my smile...but anyways, i was givin T'Nia (yes, T'Nia, the one who got issues at school) some love advice earlier today. Cause i'm Dr. Love, you already shnozit. (yeah, i saw that smile!) It was a deep convo. I don't like having to blow people that are close to me off...it's just not my thing. Disappointment isn't my criteria, you know? I really can't focus on my family issues, the negative. I have to make the most of the bestest and our togethertime! (again, you already shnozit!) Gotta focus on my music, my life, my bestest....like i said in one of my first songs, 'you gotta take it slow, you never really know, gotta look both ways before you go'...watch out for me n my bestie/bestest! We bouta make a crazy song, she gonna b rappin, imma be singin..yezzzz!!! We gonna be so famous!!! Smiley outie like a belly button!!

(Someone's) Smiley,

**Lovin love, hatin you!!!**

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